To wait idly is the worst of conditions.
- Robert Falcon Scott
This was becoming a pattern. Tess didn't realize it until the morning sun reached that particular slant that had it slipping through the curtains in slivered bands, ribbons of light that stretched languidly over the mussed bedcovers like a yawn. She was surprised to find that she'd been waiting for the moment, for that precise shift that tipped the scales purposefully toward a new day and away from the ambiguous hues of earlier hours, where it was possible to ignore the call towards productivity.
Being familiar with the rolling light wasn't unsettling in it's own right, but the fact that she had marked and memorized the progression as it lay in Aidan's room made her pause. How many times had she sat up just like this, mind restlessly twisting around thoughts potent enough to keep her from the easy, rightful consolation of sleep? Granted, it wasn't always anxious musings that kept the alarmingly pliant mutant awake, but lately... lately it seemed like all she did was wonder or worry. Lately, all the talks that she anticipated having with Aidan felt like talks.
To be fair, it hadn't been an easy night for any of them. With a ragged array of injuries and Anna in the hospital, it had seemed somehow obscene to go to bed, and so Tess had done what she could to settle things down in the wake of sirens and paramedics.
Which had somehow turned into folding linens in Aidan's room while he slept, perched at the end of his bed. With a household as big as Redencion, there was never a shortage of laundry. It was almost a joke, the way they could never quite get on top of the pile. With everything else going on - like car bombs, for example - one would think that the impossibility of folding a fitted sheet into an even square oughtn't even make the list of things to worry about.
And yet it did, somehow. It was an easy thing to worry about. It was the sort of thing that kept Tess's eyes from lingering too long on Aidan's sleep-smoothed face, because doing that made something in her stomach clench and something in her chest catch.
Yet it was not the sort of thing that held her attention so wholly that she missed the first subtle shifting of blankets. That was the problem with sheets: beyond the difficulty of their folding, they were terrible company.
Tess let the limp cotton fall back into the basket at her feet and drew her legs up, linking them in a cobbler's pose. "Is this a false alarm or can I go ahead and get you coffee and a side of aspirin?"
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